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  • Pizza Ban

    Anyone who knows me knows that pizza is one of my absolutely favorite foods, if not THE favorite. Well, due to some rather ominous (okay, it wasn’t that bad) cholesterol blood-results a few months ago, I had to start doing something to cut down some of my higher-cholesterol foods and get some exercise.

    Well, with the newborn and lack of time in my schedule, exercise wasn’t figuring in to my schedule as much as I’d like, and so it was time for some drastic measures. Two weeks ago, I declared a moratorium on pizza...for SIX WHOLE MONTHS.

    Considering I’ve successfully given up McDonald’s (6+ years: anti-commericalization & health reasons), Starbucks (5+ years: economically stupid to spend so much on not-so-great coffee, especially in this economy) and Wendy’s (1+ year: protest against their stupid commercials, the baconator was the absolute worst), I think I can do this.

    Funny thing: once you have a child, it’s like you really do want to live forever.

  • Details, details. And The Glenlivet.

    glenlivet_12_tlI can’t stand it when details are left out—or worse—completely ignored. Especially when it comes to such things as movies whose production values are so high otherwise. The Thomas Crown Affair (1999) was on Lifetime on Sunday afternoon; in the scene where Investigator Catherine Banning (Renee Russo) introduces herself to Thomas Crown (Pierce Brosnan), she knowingly orders him a “scotch, neat” at a high-society event. “Scotch, neat?”

    Are you kidding me? Anyone who drinks scotch knows that no one—NO ONE—orders their scotch by saying “Scotch, neat.” You order it by brand because everyone has different taste for Scotch. Details! Details!

    Speaking of which, The Glenlivet is my favorite. All I can afford, however, is the 12-year old one. How did a Chinese boy grow up to drink scotch?

    Sometime around my tenth birthday, my dad—schooled as he was in things European, having been raised in the former French colony of Vietnam and graduating from university and medical school in Spain—gave me a glass of wine and said, “try this.” I tried it, and was amused. Soon thereafter, my parents let me try beer and other alcoholic beverages. When I say “try,” I mean, TRY, not abusively consume or even consume in quantities: just a sip here and there with dinner.

    Did this stunt my growth or cause me to become a raging alcoholic—as parent watchdog groups and conservatives around the U.S. would have you believe? Absolutely not. What did it do? When high school came and everyone was trying desperately to get their hands on alcohol (because it was, and probably still is, the cool thing to do at that time in life) and later drank to stupid oblivion mostly because they had no idea what alcohol would feel like or they sought to boast about their drinking abilities, I was off doing something else more satisfying.

    A lesson to be learned? Maybe, but I won’t preach, so you make up your own mind.

    Anyway, I developed a certain taste for alcohol. When I was at NYU, a met David, whose tastes for all things alcohol (and others) was impressively refined. He introduced me to the world of Scotch, and eventually, as we worked together at Skadden, Arps in the mid-1990s, both of us came to enjoy Glenlivet. This single-malt scotch is refreshingly—can you say that about a scotch?—light, yet tremendously satisfying in taste and texture; so smooth that if held in your mouth to taste longer, it won’t seem to burn. Another favorite is The Balvenie, introduced to us by another colleague at Skadden. That colleague seemed to be on his way to becoming an alcoholic, though.

    Hmm. I miss David. A lot.

    We met in my senior year at NYU through a mutual female friend, whom he was very close to. After graduating, we hung out a lot, getting along amazingly well, sharing thoughts, ideas, dreams...and having a lot in common. It was one of those friendships which you feel that you could go weeks—months, a year, maybe even longer—without speaking or seeing each other, but when you did come back together, it was as if no time was lost. Well, things don’t always work out that way.

    David and I roomed together for a couple of years and went our separate ways in grad school (he went to business school, I went to law school). As he finished b-school earlier and returned to NYC, I was still busy with law school and a part-time job. Later, the 4-to-4.5 hour daily commute of my post-law school publishing job didn’t afford me much time to see a lot of friends, especially him. Still, I felt that the years had built up a friendship which was unbreakable. And in our talks, I felt he thought the same.

    Two years ago, I asked him to be my co-best man (along with my brother) at my wedding. Somehow, I always thought that was going to be the case. To my shock, he replied to me in a lengthy email: declining, he explained that since we hardly saw each other, it made no sense that I was asking him. I was crushed. Nothing we had ever discussed nor anything he’d ever said prepared me for this.

    Could his wife—who had hired me for 2 different jobs before, including my present one, but who had always disliked the close friendship David and I shared—have something to do with this? I suspect gravely, but am not certain. A funny thing happened a few months ago. While taking lunch at work, I ran into David in the building lobby. He sheepishly greeted me, and both of us stood there for a couple of minutes, not sure what to say. I offered to bring him upstairs to see his wife because he said he’d been waiting a while for her. She came down just moments later—perhaps sparing David and I an awkward elevator ride together—and I went on my way. But in hindsight, I couldn’t help but feel that we stood there in the lobby like two people who were forbidden to see each other but inadvertently came upon each other. Every time we’d hung out, his wife had appeared to keep a weary eye towards me.

    It’s been 2 years and I suppose this wound hasn’t healed. I think about the oddity of how this friendship “seemed to end” so abruptly, and I wonder some times.

    I wonder, too, how many people read until the end of this—only to come upon this nugget of wistful recollection and reflection. This is why I can never be a true writer: I can never keep my thoughts in line. I started writing this a week ago, and with tropical storm Hanna soaking the NYC area today, what better time than this to bear down and complete my thoughts? Have a great weekend!

  • Old School: Christ Chapel

    From the Christ Chapel Final Retreat
    July 31, 2005

    ...and playing around with embedding Flickr photo sets.

  • Dinner

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    Farfalle with Fresh Ricotta, Tomatoes & Mint
    Top with Crushed Olives & Olive Oil

    Simple. Delicious.

  • Visitors...and fun with digital macro

    So, this is my idea of some fun with my macro settings. Every once in a while, we get some not-so-strange to the suburbs visitors on our window screen. Let me tell you, I’m very glad to have the window screens in our place. Just 4 miles from the George Washington Bridge, you wouldn’t think that we lived with this many insects, but you never know.

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    I woke up one crisp, cool, sunny morning and opened the living room window
    to be greeted by this guy. The leg-span stretched about 3 inches wide.

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    I caught him hanging out in this same spot for several days in a row.

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    Last week, I came home and opened the small bedroom window to vent the room
    as the afternoon breezes were so comfortable. Waiting for me on the screen was this mantis.
    As I started photographing him, he turned around and stared at me.

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    It’s body stretched about 6 inches, not counting the legs.

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    He’s still staring at me.

  • Our little Isabelle

    I can’t believe how much our lives have changed since Isabelle arrived just a little over 2 weeks ago. People tell you your life is going to change, and pregnancy itself changes what you can and cannot do, but nothing prepares you for what actually occurs during the birth and afterwards.

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    Our darling Isabelle on her first full day; so tired and sleepy.

    While sleep has been generally scarce for us—and it really doesn’t “get better” as some might say; her appetite and sleep schedule simply grows and adjusts as she does—Isabelle has been so good to us, not crying when she wasn’t hungry or needed a change. She would just sleep the time away, gathering her strength and immunities for this crazy world.

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    Those are the wonderfully inquisitive eyes I fell in love with on first sight.

    What changes the most? The wondrous feeling that God gave us this beautiful gift! The awe and humility of it all; and the incredible miracle that is conception and birth. And the notion and acknowledgment, especially in our own reactions to our beautiful daughter of what true love really is: the ability to forsake our own needs, desires and wants for the sake of our child.

    Thank you all for your well-wishes and prayers. Please continue to pray for our growth as God-loving parents and Isabelle’s health and progress as she grows and grows...miraculously fast right before our eyes.

  • Imprint

    The age-old wisdom states that the imprinting of the image of a mother onto the newborn is incredibly strong. I’ll say that the imprint of the image of my beautiful daughter, whose round already-expressive eyes looking around (and at me) in anxiety, curiosity and wonder in the first moments I met her has been indelibly etched in my mind. We love Isabelle Amara Lim and we welcome her to the world.

  • Memory Lane: House 1

    As it gets closer and closer to baby’s arrival, I have been prone to take frequent trips down Memory Lane, specifically snapshots from my childhood.

    Anyway, lately, I’ve been listening to some really old J-Pop songs mainly from the opening credits of favorites when I grew up. Channel 31 (WNYC), a public television station, would show Japanese dramas in the original Japanese with English subtitles on Sunday nights from 7:00 p.m. to 8:00 p.m. These extremely sappy, heart-wrenching stories usually of 20-somethings in their immediate post-college lives just sucked you in and kept you coming back for more tear-jerking fun week after week. Well, they did to me.

    Memories are funny. Mine are triggered in so many ways: sight, sound, feel, touch...everything, even smell. Just listening to these songs and watching these videos brings me back to such a distant and nostalgic time in my life. Traveling down memory lane...click on these and enjoy!

    101 Kaime no Puropozu
    101回目のプロポーズ
    (101st Marriage Proposal)

    With an opening song by the duo of Chage & Aska, this was the first J-Drama my brother and I got into. I think it was the dorky Asian kid is us which identified so well with the main character, a middle-aged Japanese man who’d been looking for true love and marriage after a hundred setups and unsuccessful proposals, and his pursuit leads him to this most unattainable of women: a hard-nosed, concert cellist who’s cold and tragic, but deep down longs for an unattainable true love herself.

    Tokyo rabu sutori
    東京ラブストーリー
    Tokyo love story

    Sort of the “ultimate” J-Drama series and one which most people recognize the most. I started watching this just before it ended and just couldn’t get into it. Still, the story had those familiar elements—not to mention the most recognizable J-Drama actors and actresses—which kept me wanting more when it ended. I’m such a sap, as I quickly found out while watching these.

    Dareka ga kanojo o aishiteiru
    誰かが彼女を愛してる
    (And I Love Her...)

    This was a comical and cute one called, in English “and I love her” about two men, a father and son, who happen to meet and fall head over heals for the same woman on the same day. Here’s the theme song of the series, sung by Nakayama Miho (here is a dismally short article about her in wikipedia and her entry in JDorama), who happens to play the target of the two men’s affections.

    Ai to iu nano moto ni
    愛という名のもとに
    (In the name of love)

    Brutally depressing this one was, so much so I’m not sure why my brother and I watched this to the end. As described by the JDorama site, “Seven good buddies left school and stepped into the society. Each then finds life out there not as carefree as it used to be. Their courage, optimism and confidence are also worn off slowly by the cunning reality. After a series of hurdles, they get a deeper understanding of their friendship and treasure it even more.”

  • The Boxer

    I love songs like these, and while I grew up in the 70s-80s, I feel like I grew up in the 60s.

         The Boxer by Simon and Garfunkel

         I am just a poor boy and my story’s seldom told
         I have squandered my resistance for a pocketful of mumbles, such are promises
         All lies and jest, still the man hears what he wants to hear
         And disregards the rest, hmmmm...

         When I left my home and my family, I was no more than a boy
         In the company of strangers
         In the quiet of the railway station, runnin’ scared
         Layin’ low, seeking out the poorer quarters, where the ragged people go
         Lookin’ for the places only they would know

         Li la li, Li la li Li la li...

         Asking only workmans’ wages, I come lookin’ for a job, but I get no offers
         Just a come-on from the whores on 7th Avenue
         I do declare, there were times when I was so lonesome
         I took some comfort there, la la la...

         Li la li, Li la li Li la li...

         And I’m laying out my winter clothes, and wishing I was gone, goin’ home
         Where the New York City winters aren’t bleedin’ me, leadin’ me, goin’ home

         In the clearing stands a boxer, and a fighter by his trade
         And he carries the reminders of every glove that laid him down or cut him
         Til he cried out in his anger and his shame
         I am leaving, I am leaving, but the fighter still remains, hmmmm...

         Li la li, Li la li Li la li...

         Li la li, Li la li Li la li...

    Man, I’m really old.

    As proof of that, I have come to realize that while conversing with my interns (who are college students), more often than not, I have no idea what they’re talking about, especially if use of acronyms and shortened text-message-like words are inserted into conversation. I need a generational dictionary.

  • When baby showers go “bad”...

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    At a recent co-ed baby shower, fun was definitely had by all! I was good enough to participate in this game of “name the beer” in which we had to taste-test 5 baby-bottles and guess what beer was in which. Man, that was fun! But alas, I was not good enough to win, guessing correctly on only 1 out of the 5. BOO!